May 2013
4 posts
April 2013
4 posts
The Truth About Sadness
A lt of times people think that time with take pain and sadness away. In my case, it makes it worse. I’m a dweller and a worrier. I dwell on things that hurt me and I worry them to death.
This morning I crawled in the shower, hoping to wash some of the sadness and hurt away. I expected to the red, black, blue, brown colors run off of my body and into the drain. I didn’t. But I saw...
March 2013
10 posts
What am I going to do when you’re gone?
Everyone is leaving me.
I am so lonely.
I am so sad.
i have never been more proud in my life. or excited or happy or joyous.
or scared. we sat there, crying in each others arms, on my kitchen floor. i promised myself that i wouldn’t cry, telling myself you didn’t deserve that. but, low and behold, i cried. and you were there. and your arms were around me. and we wiped away each others tears and gave each other kisses and held each...
i can feel that you’re hurting and all i want you to know is that i love you and ill save you from this terrible place with these terrible things from these terrible people because i love you.
February 2013
4 posts
and all i hope is that im making your life beautiful and worth living.
i just want a hug. thats all.
i sitting here staring at this screen like the words might start spilling from it.
this fuckiong paper is so dumb. like seriously, i can’t write one thing about it. i can put anything into words right now and its driving me fucking crazy.
maybe i am crazy. that sounds a little better.
that explains whats wrong with me.
theres so much wrong with me.
im jealous and protective and scared...
what can i do
January 2013
14 posts
i want to feel your skin against mine.
take away the nigthmare and warm me through and through.
because you are my everything and my one and only.
a lot of times? it’s like no one cares.
i just need someone to care.
You don’t have to lie to me. Okay? Lying makes it worse.
im trying. i promise. dont give up on me.
i don’t know whats wrong. all i want all the time is to be wrapped up in you. thats all i want. all i want is to be as perfect as i can be for you. i want you to know that im all yours.
Me, I guess.
I’m Katie, I’m 18. I go to college and work at McDonald’s for now. And I’m absolutely, madly in love with Branson, my boyfriend and my one and only.
I don’t have a lot of friends, but a TON of aquiantances. I get along really easily with people, but I guess I just don’t like being around a lot of people at one time. I like little groups-like 4. Four is enough...
i hope you’re not lying. i hope you keep your promises. i hope you haven’t hurt me.
December 2012
8 posts
please don’t leave me or hate me or get mad at me or get too frustrated at me or get too annoyed with me?
i’m not okay lately.
i think i’m depressed.
I just want to be your everything. Is that too much to ask?
sometimes I think of when we were young. My very first kiss was with you, I share very kiss I have with you now, and I want my very last kiss to be with you. You are my everything, my one and only, the only person I’ve ever fallen in love with. Sure, I love or have loved other people, but in a completely different way. You make my heart melt, burst into fireworks, and skip beats.You make my...
‘people put you down enough, you start to believe it.’
i’m just not okay right now.
it’s okay to be not okay, right?
atleast sometimes.
November 2012
24 posts
nobody even cares.
sometimes, in the middle of being extremely happy and overjoyed, i feel completely broken on the inside. and not because of anything that has to do with me, but everything to do with the people around me. a lot of people dont understand that. i just feel so much for others and i dont know what to do about it.
i love people so much and i feel so much for them and i just want to save the...
