i have never been more proud in my life. or excited or happy or joyous.
or scared. we sat there, crying in each others arms, on my kitchen floor. i promised myself that i wouldn’t cry, telling myself you didn’t deserve that. but, low and behold, i cried. and you were there. and your arms were around me. and we wiped away each others tears and gave each other kisses and held each other fast and close.
you make me so happy and so proud and so excited and so overjoyed and so scared. you are my everything and my one and only and i swear i wont let anything beat us.
i love you and i love you and i love you and i love you and i love you and i love you and i lvoe you and i love you and i love you and i love you.
please love me forever? you are all that I want, all that I need.
What am I going to do when you’re gone?
Everyone is leaving me.
I am so lonely.
I am so sad.
i can feel that you’re hurting and all i want you to know is that i love you and ill save you from this terrible place with these terrible things from these terrible people because i love you.